Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Second Time Around

So last week we found out that I am pregnant again. Am I happy? Well, I don't know and that scares me. I mean of course I'm happy that we will have another child, but everything that comes with it, well, actually I'm terrified! Am I ready to be sick again? and when I do get sick am I going to be able to handle taking care of Colin too? Is Colin too young for me to have another baby since he's still a baby himself? Are we going to be able to afford it financially? Am I a strong enough Mom to be able to handle TWO babies? thought

after thought is running through my head. But then I take a deep breath and think about Colin and how I never imagined my life to be this wonderful. I have the most supportive loving husband I could ever ask for. I have a amazing extended family that is willing to help in a heartbeat, but most of all, I have God in my heart. He will get me and us through this! So, I'm just going to relax and let him take over and enjoy this little miracle that's happening inside me at this very moment. xoxo